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Monday, December 18, 2006

two daes in da rain n a fever goin on...

ncc bbq went well..
we did a bbq even wit da rain..
haha...
funnie..
lots of even on dat dae...
from torn shorts to singing of da ncc song in damiddle of da nyte..
haha..
ok den..
lazie to tok much..
coz i talked alot..
haha...

[Ĉõŋqüėŕĩŋģ mŷşēĽƒ]<3 @
9:53 PM
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/ down /

Since da first dae I met euu…
My world was black n white u
until da dae uee walked through
my door n into my heart…
I knew i love euu
wen i can’t help
but cry evri nyte
becoz i knew
euu’re not mine,
euu’re hers…

She leaves euu…
She made euu down..
I was dere for euu…
I knew deep down inside…
I knew euu felt it too…
Not becoz euu told me soo…
I felt it…

Seconds became Minutes..
Minutes Became Hours…
Hours Became Daez…
Daez became Months…
Months became Years…

I knew da reason God
puts space between
my fingers was so dat
someone could fill it up…
Euu were da one…

Your love was neva ending…
It grew stringer afta evri fight…
It was lovelier afta tears were shed…
It all ended afta euu listen to sum lies…
Euu started to tell mie things dat ,
I haf no head or tail too….
Lies dat ended my life…
Lies dat made me soo broken inside…
My love was taken by you,
broken by you ,
and now,
it is in pieces because of you…

Da Young one came..
Da Young saed he lurve mie..
But I juz don’t..
I accected coz he helped me…
Datz all..

Den He came to da rescue..
We shared our secrets..
We made a promise to ourselves…
Somewhere between
all our laughs,
long talks,
stupid little fights
and all our jokes,
I fell in love…

Den..
It all repeated again…
He stopped toking to mie…
He didn’t respond to mie…

Its funny..
how He can broke my heart
and i still lurve He…
with all the little pieces…

Da dae dat reallie hurt mie was…
Wen i saw He in da picture...
I cried all dae…

Sometimes
we must get hurt
in order to grow,
We must fail
in order to know,
Sometimes
our visions clear
only after our eyes
are washed away with tears…

Now I juz hate da look of He…
He makes me wanna kill He…
If I didn’t lurve He familie…
I would haf leaked our secrets...
But I dun wanna see,
da ppl I lurve sad..
Soo I shut up n hurt..
Deep inside I juz hurt…
He made my heart to
hate guyz soo much dat
I swears neva to fall in love
if love hurts lyke dat...

ppl still see mie as a jovial gurl..
ppl still see mie as a saviour to thier problems...
ppl still see mie as everything..
even afta all dat has happen…
wad ppl dun see is my heart...
mostly its wounded n bloodie...
its dark...
except for da small window of my familie's love...
shining brightly trying to iluminate
my whole heart
in no avail...
My heart still doesn't let de light to heal it...
Becoz me hearts noes da cure...
pure love...
love that is truely from the other heart..
making da familie light brighter den ever...

a Testimonie for Boys...
About da gurl dey love...

The way her tears
make you want to change the world
so that it doesn’t hurt her anymore…
yet regardless if you love them,
hate them,
wish they would die
or know that you would die without them…
It matters not because once in your life
whatever they were to the world,
they become everything to you…
When you look at girls in the eyes,
traveling to the depths of their souls
and you say a million things
without a trace of a sound,
you know that your own life is inevitable
consumed within the rhythmic beating
of her very heart…

We love them for a million reasons…
No paper would do justice…
It is a thing not of the mind…
It’s just a feeling…
Only felt…

diz song depicate
alot bout me..
easily i sae dat im da kind of girl dat
falls in love not everidae...
when i fall in love,
its a celebration...
but once i fall in love,
I will love da guy till i die...
it will break me to a
thousand pieces if im...
heartbroken...

Sampai menutup mata by Acha Septriasa...

embun di pagi buta
menebarkan bau basah
detik demi detik ku hitung
inikah saat ku pergi

oh Tuhan...
ku cinta dia
berikanlah aku hidup
takkan ku sakiti dia
hukum aku bila terjadi

aku tak mudah mencintai
aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
aku tak mudah mengatakan
aku jatuh cinta

senandungku hanya untuk cinta
tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta
sampai ku menutup mata
cintaku sampai ku menutup mata

// bad.days

December 2006